I could go into detail about myself, but I don't need any help or advice in that section. I have established that I am a sensitive, just like many of you. If you want, I have no problem opening up about this, just for this posts sake I will not touch on it.

I don’t even know if my experiences are classified as a "paranormal experience", I just don't know what the hell else they could be. Sure, you could call me crazy. It’s the easiest thing to do in a situation that you do not understand, but I’m sure someone out there will read this and know exactly what I’m talking about.

Thinking about it now most of my experiences happened 1 year ago at my college residence. Things happened to me when I was a child also, but it is hard to explain childhood happenings since my memory blends reality with imagination.

It's hard finding a place to start while explaining my experiences with others.
I guess the easiest thing to do would be to explain the happenings in chronological order.

I felt the presence in my dorm room the first day I moved in. I wasn’t totally aware of it, but something was hanging in the air and it was not from this dimension. It wasn’t good or bad, male or female. Just something. Time had passed and my anxiety of living on my own for the first time started taking a toll on my body. I guess you could say this was when I was more susceptible to my experiences because my defenses were so low.

Sleep paralysis began about a month after moving. As a child, sleep paralysis affected me, but it was nothing too serious. The first night it happened, it was an odd time for me to be sleeping. It was around 7pm and I decided to take a nap. Whatever right? Just another night. The lights were left on because I had previously started to draw something, and kind of just zoned out and fell asleep. Time had passed and I was awoken by the sound of my mardi gras beads (that were duck taped to my comp. desk) loudly falling not even 30 cm from a tiny shelf. Something must have ripped off that tape and thrown the jewelry. I remember my body going cold after I heard the sound. Not the kind of cold everyone claims to feel while a ghost is around, but the type of cold you feel when your body is in fear and shock. My heart was pounding and I knew something was up. I put my head under the covers like a 5 year old and turned to face the wall. Something was in my room, and it didn’t want me in there with it. I guess I fell asleep after about 30 min. I woke up suffocating, I was experiencing sleep paralysis. Normally I would not be able to move, but this time I could actually gasp for air. I got up went to the bathroom, and slept in my roommate’s room with her.

It was just after this incident that I met another girl from another building at a party. She also was a sensitive, but as a practicing sensitive she, unlike me, could actually see and communicate with things. One night we were sitting in the kitchen and she was communicating with a ghost that apparently was in our livvingroom. It was absolutely terrifying. I was cold and almost breathless during the whole conjuring. She not only could ask them questions, but somehow she allowed them to channel through her own body and speak through her mouth. I can picture it happening still to this day. She was sweaty and pale with glazed eyes. After she displayed her secret skill to me she said she was very tired and dizzy, and didn’t want to go look in my room. ended up convincing her to go in there, but she wouldn’t stay the night. After 5 min of walking around touching my walls she said "It’s a hag. I can’t help you with this one." And walked away without making eye contact or talking to me. After that she stopped coming over to my rez room and I stopped seeing her at parties.

The sleep paralysis continued, each night progressively worsening. Months went by and I started going out with a guy I had met at the beginning of the year. When he slept in the room with me I would not experience paralysis. There would be a dark hunched over round looking ratty shadow sitting at the top right corner of my storage shelf. All it would do was watch me. It was the only actual figure I had seen. It would only show its face when my boyfriend was over, but it would not act violently.

Two more sleep paralysis incidents happened that were in the same day/night. The first may have been an out of body experience. It was during the morning. It began with sleep paralysis, but I was comfortable about it. Nothing felt like it was going to hurt me. I opened my eyes and saw a figure that looked like myself (excuse the inappropriateness) giving myself oral sex. I shut my eyes and after a while I guess I fell back asleep. I then woke up after more paralysis had occurred staring at my face lying down next to me. It wasn’t completely there, or in any describable shade of color. I could only grunt in fear as I was staring directly into the eyes of this thing. My roommate heard me grunting and knocked on my door. The paralysis instantly stopped when she had contact with the door.

That night I had more paralysis. Except instead of the usual numbing heavy sensation my body would experience, it felt like electricity was pumping through my veins. I opened my eyes and saw a white swirly thing. What I was seeing was so strange because not only could my eyes pick up on it, my mind was also processing its own image. I was no longer in my bedroom. Everything negative that had ever happened to me was floating around in murky black fog. It’s like I was in a different dimension. A deep voice said "are you ready yet" and as much as I wanted to say yes, I just shook my head and was back in my bed, still feeling the static in my body. The static left and I felt an uneasy rush in my body, like the feeling you get when you go over the biggest drop on a rollercoaster. I fell back asleep.

Allot of time had passed since that incident. I grew to expect the hag in my room and began ignoring it. I wouldn’t even fight back with it during paralysis, I would just tell it to fuck off and laugh at it. Things were finally normalizing and I could get a good night’s sleep without any interruptions.

Randomly one night two girls came up to my door panicking. All they said was you need to come help her. I was like...wtf. Naturally, I followed them seeing as I was bored off my tree. On the way to building 5 I realized we were going to see the other sensitive. She was having an episode at a dorm party and people just stuck her in her room and kept drinking in the living room. She was alone with a bad spirit inside of her and no one could understand or help her. I hadn’t even seen her in months. I figured she had channeled the wrong thing inside of her accidentally. I walked into the room and she looked as she did the night she was channeling in my dorm. I sat with her on the bed and she began speaking in tounges and growls. Her eyes were rolling back into her head and she had both hands around my neck. I just sat there and didn’t give the demon or whatever the fuck it was any satisfaction. I was trying to get my friend back, so I let them say what they had to say. During this psychosis she took on the personality of 5 different people, one was a kind woman, one was a demon, and the other three were hard to decipher though tounges. Her voice changed in between each person, and her eyes would roll back into her head between each personality swap.

This no doubt sounds like schizophrenia, but with what I experienced with her in the past and what I saw that night I know it must have been real. If it was schizophrenia, why was i the only one that could help her? The mindless idiots dancing to shitty club rat music and drinking cheap beer couldn’t help her or connect with her. Only I could. I ended up holding her down and pushing a static energy into her body. It was like mind control. When you are so aware of your surroundings you can tap into certain plains and control them. Yes it was intense as it sounds. I have no idea what it is I did. I just shot her with a heavy dose of my energy and held her hands down. She was knocked out of it after 2 hours of shit that you only hear about in Stephen King novels. It was so surreal, I didn’t even stay. I just grabbed some skanks beer, chugged it and left.


I ended up leaving the residence after a year.


Just a couple of months ago I experienced sleep paralysis again. This time it was like a mish mash of everything that had happened back at rez. Something woke me up, it was like a tall dark hooded figure. I fought the paralysis and turned my head towards the wall like I always did. This time I could feel the presence going up my spine. Something was just standing beside my bed and wouldn’t leave. It felt as though it had control over my thoughts, and it wouldn’t allow me to use my ability to push it away. It just wanted recognition. After a while I felt it lean over me and my bed creaked. Its head was right near mine, and it said out loud..."hi". It wasnt a women or mans voice, it was just a voice. My dad woke up for his 2am piss and the presence instantly disappeared when my dad’s energy was in the hallway.

Thank you for reading this far. Feel free to tell me anything.
If any of you have experienced intense things like this and are too shy or scared/confused to tell anyone. Don’t worry. You’re not alone. If anyone needs advice, or is interested in hearing about any of my other experiences let me know.
I’m here to help.

Really interesting, tyvm for sharing. Would love to hear more, anytime, just drop the info. by me. Hoping to hear from you. Thanks.

Wow...that's very interesting but very disturbing. How are you doing now? Do you keep in touch with the other girl?