So I am 22, female and some spiritual being is having sex with me. So where did it start? From a massive amount of lucid dreams (I was not training to get one and I could read that people studying Maths can have problem with LDs more often than others. So yes, I am a Maths student). At the beginning I was dreaming about toys, child rooms etc.

So I am here to share my spiritual experience with you and to get some help from you (I wish to understand my problem better). So what is happening is I started to have loads of dreams with sexual references. Usually man has long, curly, dark brown hair, incredible dark eyes and is very soft in that ‘’things’’. I have to add I have a lot of LDs (lucid dreams) and it seems same man is coming to interact with me to: have sex with me, kiss me, touch me or simply just to talk? Usually I am paralyzed after all (when LD is gone) and I cannot move for a while. Some of my LDs are very interesting like I was on a train. I could hear a male voice saying to me: ‘’it is LD, you can do whatever your soul needs, even having sex with somebody’’. Then I started to feel strong need to make a love with somebody but I was not interested in anyone but there was one man upstairs (like flats upstairs of train) with long, curly hair I started to kiss him, touching him and so on. Then I could feel awesome feeling inside me and I did not want to change it…. It would not be strange if it would stay like that but it did not…Now it is even worse I hear voices in my head calling me upon.

So he or it started to interact in my life even if I am awake. Started with touching my hand, hugging, kissing my lips. Well it was very nice from the beginning but now this non-physical being is touch my ‘’peace zone’’… All I can say I can sense him more easily every single day. Last time he touched me there and asked me: ‘’Do you like it?...’’. I was scared but pleasure was incredible (And feeling is very, very strong… It is simply speechless) I have to admit…And it is every single time when he is with me.

It is so hard to live with this being since I have a boyfriend, I live with him and we are together 5 years but because he is coming to me so often and giving me so amazing pleasure I do not want to have sex with my bf anymore…I told him about it all but he does not really believe me and it makes me very upset. It is so hard to understand and solve this problem alone (that is why I am here to find some help).

I can sense him easily my body is vibrating, temperature of my body is much higher, and I can simply feel his soft hands, and very strong and weird feeling in my ‘’peace zone’’ and belly.… What he is doing? Talking to me in my head (I cannot hear him like during with somebody else), interact with me physically, dreaming about him. I have to tell you that in my one of first LDs when I could not feel him I saw my boyfriend was naked on a bed. I knew it is not him (I just knew it) and I asked him why he is here and all he said was: ‘’I am here because you were dreaming about incredible, spiritual sex’’, so then I asked him who he is and he said: ‘’ You should know.’’ Well maybe I should but I do not or I simply do not want to know.
I can talk with this being and I want to tell you that pleasure is getting stronger and stronger but I never climax with him I asked him if it is possible and he told me: ‘’Not yet. You have to wait.’’.
Last night something has changed I asked him if he can leave me alone since I have a boyfriend and it is so hard to live like that even if pleasure is amazing. And what I could feel it was like very empty inside I just could feel normal, calm, and what he said about that was simply; ‘’As you wish.’’. Last night I was crying like never without any reason. And my dreams were so weird! I was saying something in very weird language and I have received a basket with loads of colourful paper flowers, and for some reason I knew it is from him…In the morning when I was in a toilet I almost came in 1 minute and I did not know what to do and what it is going on with my body. The thing is he is back again? Filling me with pure love, sexual pleasure…

I do not want to think it is a bad being since I can feel so warm with him and such a lot of love. But maybe it is a demon like Incubus?

So what do you think about it all? My boyfriend says my brain has made that for me, but honestly? I do not believe I could ever make so strong feeling.

If you could hear about something similar please send me a link…I was looking about it so many hours and all I could say it may be a Jinn, Incubus or simply Ghost…

Ok, let's say for a minute you are being straight with us and not expressing some fantasy wish fulfillment issue. It looks goood, sounds better but I didn't catch a race of on-going fear, panic, etc., more like it hapens everyday and you really enjoy it. Are you trying to shock us wit your candor , frankness, or grossness? The whole thing sounds too well thought out, almost by script, of some play you are acting out but I wonder who is to beneffit, you or us. It might be the truth in your mind but I have clients who can create a sexua fantasy you wouldn't believe with just 5 min. notice.

Trust me I am still thinking about it (that maybe I made it) but feeling is getting stronger and stronger...Last night I could feel hand size on my thigh and it was like vibrating so much and I could feel so hot (to be honest too hot) it was boiling and I did not feel comfortable with that at all. After about 5 minutes it started to do it on my neck and then he made love with me after all...I noticed something as well. He is playing with me. He likes to give incredible but short pleasure leaving me insatiable all the time. I think this thing is made by me or it is something that know my thoughts. Then he knows what kind of men I like.

Hi Jiffie,

I believe you at least I certainly know that this kind of love making is possible; although I have not experienced it in a lucid dream.

He sounds immature, has stumbled across something and has now grown attached. The point of the exercise is to make love, and not be attached to the being with whom one makes that love. At this level of being, love ought to be free from physical or mental desire.

Now as far as I know, the rules are that, if it's a no from you, then it's a no for him. Just like in the physical. His intuition will tell him, or it, the rules. If you see him again, let him know that it ought to be love, not in love. And that as it stands at the moment, it's a no.

I can give a little more advice, take with a grain of salt however, as I'm certainly no guru. Your intuition, not your desires, are your guide, we always know what's right and not.

Thank you Child of Diotima is is very helpful for me. The thing is he was playing with me at the beginning he was confident and like ''too awesome'', on too high level (that was my feeling) for me. I have put some posts on other website so I will just copy that here what happened next.

''Last night I got strange lucid dream. My Little Tomcat shown me some movie (at the beginning quite scary...) but then he show me fairy tale and I started to laugh! There is nothing special in this but then I saw a Rabbit from Bambi fairy tale. He took some colourful flowers and said:''It is our time!'' and then I could hear wedding song and I woke up! Well he was with me when I woke up it was so wonderful.

By the way, since I have boyfriend who hates my Little Tomcat he asked him to show himself in his dreams and well now it is even worse....He said he could see me on white couch (in very bright dress) in white, empty room. the male voice said to him:''You do not deserve to even talk to her. And no, I cannot send you a Succubus since you would never do it with another woman. I have to go, she is waiting for me.'' and then he woke up. The thing is I was already awake listening to our lovely Summer Concerto in G minor: III Presto. He was scared and told me what happened. All I said was:''I told you he does not like you''.''


I need to add that (please do not judge me...I am not pervert I just do not have sex with my boyfriend 2 months) once I put vibrator inside I could feel him much much stronger. I just left it alone filled with pure love and pleasure.

Thanks for replies! Gonna try with salt now!

O.k, well, be careful. It sounds like you are extending yourself way beyond what you yourself understand. Your intuition must be very good and very clear if your going to do that. He offers you bliss, bliss can be very motivating to whatever end; it can also be very beautiful.

Ask the being if it is a person, and if they are, give them an email address and ask them to email you. If it isn't, then ask questions about what it's doing here and be critical! you say you can talk to this being..

By talking to this being I mean I talk to him in my mind or normally but I can hear his thoughts in my head (but it is so rare to hear anything, usually it happens often I just wake up) that is all I am not able to hear him like normal people. I am no really sure what to do with this being to be honest. yes it is beautiful but I do not want him to tear ''peace zone'' off after some time if you know what I mean I know I could fell in love with this being but isn't nonsense? Once I asked him to go away he was whining...By the way he really likes when I prey to God so I am not sure if it is Incubus as I thought before. However this being enjoys sex for sure.

By the way i asked him once who he is and why he is with me. He did not want to answer first question at all (that is why I started to think it is a bad spirit) but all he said is that he fall in love with me...I wish it is true otherwise I am in trouble.

Ohh, I meant talk with him in your dream. I thought that's where you mostly hung out. What do you mean by 'peace zone' and 'tear' it off?

Tear Off - To pull apart or into pieces by force (well not so kind joke ) and Peace Zone - vagina. And yes I can talk with him in my dreams as well. usually he starts from kissing so hard to talk emm yeah Anyway I even asked my ''witch grandmother'' and she recommended to ask him if he would like to receive a the most bright, purest, holy, white God's light and he said:''Of course I do'' well I did it with her and he did not escape. Is it possible that spirit who is having sex with somebody would be from God and that is not scared about any prayer, God's light etc.?

O.k, right,yeah. Avoid being destroyed by the pleasure! I wish I could help you further, you're in uncharted territories for me at least..